that.. feeling....
where the hell did it come from?
all day today..
i'd say butteflies , but that sounds too happy..
but whose to say i'm not happy?
cuz i cant really tell...
its also that excited feeling..
but i dont know what i'm excited for.
and that nervous feeling
but i dont know what i'm nervous for.

can someone help???
gah. its driving me nuts..
ever since last night i have it..
WHYYYY DAMMNET.
i'd rather not have it.
esp when i dont know what it means..

kathleen laird has it too.
but she's certain she's excited about something
but not sure what...

what is MY stomach and mind doing to me!?!?
could be that.. certain feeling for someone.
but why now!?

i'm not sure that's it..

{ ten bucks says you dont have it in you.. }

i also dont know why that line from the spill canvas, dutch courage is speaking to me either..

damn

so how was YOUR day??

kathleen