AAAAAAAAAAAHH.
i'm so happy.

it was my birthday yesterday.

and
on saturday.
my friends and family planned me a surprise 16th birthday party!!!!

i could not believe it.
i was SOO HAPPY.

and i had no idea.
which is good.
cuz i'm usually really really good at knowing if something was up.

but this time i didnt.

man.

so here's how things went down.. in case you didnt know the whole story..

i was at my cousin Maeve's house that day, bcuz the nigiht bfore we had a surprise party for my cousin Michelle. ( which was one of the throw off's. cuz who would think to have 2 surprise parties in one weekend )
so i was at maeves, and i went straight from maeeve's to sing at church.
and then i went to my cousin Elise's for dinner after, with Maeve and Michelle.
we chilled for a bit.
and were fooling around.
doing our hair, and make up.
they made me look pretty.
( thank God hahaha. little did i know why they were doing this )
i just thot it was a regular fun times moment with my cousins to get all purtied up.

so i thot i was going home back to my house to baby sit my little sisters for the evening.
a lame night was what i thought i was in for.
my dad said he wanted me home for 730 sharp.
so that he and my mom could leave on time.
but i was at Elise's
and my Aunt was taking three years to stop talking to my other Aunt and Uncle about how they re-did their bathroom and what not..
"Aunt Sueee my dad will be pissed if we're late!!"
"Oh, it doesnt matter, he can wait"
".. sigh.."

and it was a good thing that i was late , too.
bcuz i later fouund out that at the last minute, and whole van-load of you guys came in.
that would have been crappy if we arrived at my house at the same time.
hahaha.

so yeah i walked into the house. ready to babysit.
my dad was "on the phone with someone"
saying that he was sorry they were gonna be late.
i walked in. my mom was all smiley..
( she alawys gets like this when somethhing is up )
but i didnt really think anything of it..
i just thot to myself..
"mom.. are you on crack =P "
hahaa.
and so then my little sister Therese'Marie's job was to get me over into the living room.
she was like "hey kate, come look at my polly pockets!"
and pulled me over.
and then
all of you were standing there.
and holy cow
SURPRISE!!!!
thats where it all began.
one of the most fun nights of my life.
haha
also special thanks to daave
for breaking the ice when i first walked in
and hugging me
bcuz i didnt know who to hug first.
hahahaha

i was soo soo soo ecstatically happy.

the night went by so fast.
so many smiles and laughter.
it was an amazingly good time.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR DOING THAT FOR MEEEEEEEEEE.
i lo0ve you all gazillions.

as you saw when i first walked in,
and you all yelled surprise.
and i started crying..


they werent tears of anger bcuz alll of you were in my living room
hahaha.

they were happy tears.
bcuz i felt so
absolutly loved.

i had never felt so loved bfore in my life.
just to think that all of you there were there for me, bcuz you care about me.
made me feel soooooooo good

and as you heard in my speech
when i started crying again ( lol )
you are all sooooo important to me.
i dont know what i would do without you.
you're all the most amazing ppl ever.

thank you thank you thank you thank you.

i love you

so

much.

kathleen.
the 16 year old =]

i really feel like blogging
but i dont know what to say.
there are so many thoughts going through my head right now.
some as idiotic as, "i'm hungry, what should i eat?"
to..
well maybe i wont share those more in depth ones.
for now anyways.
sigh.

what if i ripped your heart apart at the seams, maybe then you'd know how i feel

that line just played into my ears from my iTunes..
not that i'm thinking like that phrase right now..
its so emo
but i've felt it.

but who cares anyways.

second semester of the school year started today..
new beginnings, new teachers, new people, new knowledge to be gained..

i was sitting there in class today, thinking about how far i had come since the beginning of the year at that school, being the new girl in grade 10.
not like anyone noticed that i was especially new..
but i had come such a long way to get to be halfway done this schoool year...
and then i started wondering how things would be at the end of this semester.
who really knows?

when everything feels like the movies, you bleed just to know you're alive..

one of my favorite lines from any song.
it just.. like... yells at you and grabs you..

hahahah
words that have arms..

i'm sorry.
i ruin everything.

uhm.
that thought of hunger is recurring..
maybe i should take action...
drastic action..

i dont know what i would do if food diidnit taste good..
that would really really suck.

have a good weekend.

miss k. dunn.