Someday I'll Fly Away..
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Thursday, March 29, 2007,

" if everything could only feel this good forever "

i hate those days.

you think everyhting is going fine, you feel good, you're smiling, having a good time, you're self confident.

and then it hits you that alot of things are going wrong.
and you wanan do something about it but, its so hard , and you pretty much can't.

i hate those days.

" the only thing i'll ever ask of you ; you gotta promise not to stop when i say when "

i'm trying to write a song, but words arent coming
what the hell would i write about anways.
i have a sweet melody line, and intro and all this.
the words just arent coming.

ew.

i hate that.

i'm running on empty. i've been going non-stop ever since.. well. a while ago
work, schoool, footloose practice, random other practices, making dinner, calling//msning//emailing, babysitting , bed ( if any ), x 7

i think i'm slowly killing myself.

i've realized recently that there arent enough hours in a day to do everything. not even to think about everything.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaah man alive.

" my soul is screaming out to be found in you "

i need a good youth worship night.
that would be awesome.

sighhhhhhhhhh.

i can't stand it when friends do stupid things. i wish you could just show them how what they're doing is gonna affect them so much in the future, and then they'd stop.

i also wish you could show someone the future and show them how things they're doing now are going to be okayyy in the future.

i wish too much.

... get my head back into reality here..

g naibhyeuaohasb jhabuiohaebhoiashbusiohb sjfhbiuik


i'll be okay.
just give me a few weeks.


ohhh by the way.
COME AND SEE FOOTLOOSEEEE its gonna be an awesome show , i promise. my brother and his girlfriend are the leads, and i'm his girlsfirneds mother, with my cousin as my husband. haha. its gonna be good. April 18-21st. lemme know what night you wnan go so i can get you tickests !!!!

love you
kathleen.

5:55 PM

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Wednesday, March 14, 2007,

so i have like 7 minutes not even to write a blog for you all.

stupid timed computers you have to use at these resorts.

but i'm not complaining, at least i get on here for 20 minutes.

so i just wantd to say. that florida is lovely. but i miss alot of you dearly. haha. notice i say "alot" and not "all" hahaha. just kidding. i think

anyways
i just thot it would be funny if i told you the interesting things elise and i talked about in the hot tub last night..
more like my crazy idea that i shared with elise..


"what if you didnt know how old you are? "( me )
"that would be impossible , since you have birth certificates, computers and family"(elise)
" k well. what if you were at a big family reunion. and the house everyone was staying in got burnt down while everyone was sleeping. you're the only one who got out, but you got hit on the head on the way out, so you had amnesia. . and your birth certificate and passport were in the hotel bcuz you had been travelling. and so you dont know the year you were born"
" well, thres computers at teh hospital with your data"
" but no, you would be too lazy to go to the hospital so you wandered around thinking you were ... an age that you werent"
" you're stupid."


and thats our story.
slash mine.
i hoped you enjoyed it.
so please, next time you're at a family reunion and you get amnesia and everything burns down...
dont forget how old you are.
bcuz everyone has a choice when you get amnesia..


have a nice day =)


12:20 PM