i wished for things that i dont need..

and now you say i'm the one whose wrong..
even though you know what's right..


i didnt deserve this.
i don't deserve this.

i'm sorry if you don't know how to handle things..
and so this is the only wayto deal with this.

but no.

you just can't.

why
why
why
why
why.

you were a really good actor. for that whole time.
i believed in you.

wow do i ever feel stupid.
i should have known at the start.


but this isnt my fault.
and im not kickng myself for it.

no.

it's not me.

i guess people change..
or they pretend to be something they're not..
just until it doesn't work out for them.


whatever.
i'm better than this,
i don't need this.


you just need to know
that i can't be treated like this.
i dont deserve this.


i wish you knew.