and you know I see right through you
'cause the world gets in your way



my heart is like aching.
weird.
it could be all of these sad and passionate songs i'm hearing
lol

or it could be a mixture of stress from exams.
(which is a lie, exams are a waste of energy.)

or. yeah.

but SUMMER IS ALMOST HERE.
just one more exam left,
and i'm officially done.

16 days until summer fun officially starts!(cottage with the fam)
21 days until ny best friend won't be a province away ( because she's here!=))
22 days until i begin a weekend spiritual journey in ohio
28 days until fly home,to winnipeg

some random amount of days until i hopefully do some studio recording.

aaaaaaaaah.
this is going to be the craziest fun ever!

i really really need to finish that song i'm writing..
the lyrics are all done.
i just gotta get the music together.

this is gonnoa be a good one.
i can feel it.

i'll post the lyrics later.


hmmm.

i'm hungry.

i think i'm gona eat some milk and cookies..

ooohh =)


-kathleendunn

say the words i need to hear..

you really confuse me.
and you really are making it harder this time.

please say something.
i dont know what to do about it now.


so uhh.
being sick isnt exactly the coolest thing ever.
especially when its not a regular kind of sick.
more like.
mentally ill..

i fainted a couple days ago.
not really sure why.
and i've been dizzy and weird ever since.
i actually have been having naps during the day.
and they're hardcore naps.
ones that you dont move, and dont get woken up easily at all.
and you sleep for 5 hours straight.

definatly dont usually do that.

i'm going to the doctor's tomorrow to see whats up.
and im' crazy and keep thinking the worst.
like i'm deathly ill with cancer or something.

i always scare myself.
the other night i actually wnet to bed thinking i was not going to wake up
and that was really scary..

so i just prayed till i fell asleep.

but (most obviously) i woke up..


i hate feeling like this.




you know what i miss about childhood?
is the feeling of having someone read to you.
someone read you anything.
just a simple, soft , and loving voice.
telling you stories of fantasies,romance, adventure, whatever.

when i picture it,
i think of you lying against them.
in a dimly, warmly lit room.
the only light is from the fireplace.
and they're softly reading you a story.
as you close your eyes,
and enjoy the comfort and safety of their arm around you
as they read to you.

wow. i'm such a romantic.


anyways.

dancing in the rain is pretty awesome too
but thats another story.

for now, i really should be studying for exams
and what not
coming up this week.

say a little prayer.

(L)

k.dunn.

if it made you feel better to say that,
sure,
say it again.

i really dont even care.

i've definatly moved on.
sorry if you haven't.
honestly, i think its just making it harder for you.
but whatever works..



in OTHER news..

i love life.
God makes me laugh.
watch this video..





hahaha.
yessss.
notice how it cuts out for him.
and not for the pro life guy
YEEEUH
God strikes.
with lightning..
=]

watching that made me feel so..
smalll..
compared to God's power..
alot of times we think we're so powerful and stuff.
but really,
HE'S got all the power..

and at the same time,
it made me feel so connected to Him.
another reassurance that He really IS there.
and He really does care about the crap thats going on in the world

hahahaha.

that just gave me the extra push for the day,
and i hope it did the same for you.



and another thing.
i love heritage day.
hahahaha.
this is gonna be a great time.

i have so many things going on right now.
and i cant believe i dont even care.
and on top of that,
i have exams coming up.

thumbs up for being laid back..

hopefully i won't see negative results from that later?

whatever.
honeslty,school isnt even what is important to me these days.
i mean,
i get it done.
but uh.
yah.
its not important.
hahaha.

dont tell my mother/father.
sshhhh.

=]
i'm busy doing OTHER good things.
lmao


so yes.
this is life.

i'm gonna go shower.

have a nice day.


k.dunner.loves.