I wish I didnt have to stare at my cell phone,
and wonder if you're just ignoring my messages.
I wish I didn't have to worry that you see me as second best.
I wish we could talk, and share it all with eachother.
I wish you wanted to spend every moment beside me.
I wish you weren't so stubborn.
I wish you wouldn't lie to me.
I wish you knew that I care so much.
I wish you meant all the things you said.
I wish you'd grow up, and learn how to show emotion.


I wish I didnt have to wish for things.

Lord God, help me to find perfect love, as you intended.